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Archive for February 1st, 2008

So undeserving….

….of His love.  Well that’s what I struggle with and I’m sure it’s got alot to do with why I feel I just can’t give my “all” to Him.

People see me as such a loving and caring person.  I see myself as an anxious, mostly irritated, impatient not so “bright and cheery” person.  I hate that.

So much to be thankful for and yet….I just find I’m just “sitting on the sidelines”.

I’m going to write more, I need to write more….it’s been a crazy time though with my business and all….it’s all but consumed me….yet another thing to make me feel unworthy.  But I think I’ll be spending more time here.  I want to get to know myself a little better and maybe make a change or two.

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